I felt so so vex recently.
Lotsa unexpected things happened around me...
And I realised that I'm actually still so useless and can't help in many things that I wish to help...
Reality of our life getting clearer and clearer as we grow older and older...
My grandmum, is going through all this cruel reality, and I don't even know what can I do to make her feel better.
And I started to think bout my life and my future. I need to go through all these realities one day, it is either soon or later...
I need more realistic and materialistic conditions to make me stronger to go through it...

Sometimes I'm so struggle for everything I've own now... Depressed for some responsiblity i'm holding now...

I feel so lost and helpless, no one can guide and help me rite now...

God bless her and plz guide me as well....