Dear Friend,
So fast, we've been living together for one year time already.
I love all of you my dearest housemates, and really appreciate every single one of you... I treat u guys just like my own family members. I knew I was kinda silly and blur and somehow quite lazy also sometimes, but thanks for tolerated for me all the times and also take care of me even though you were not suppose to. I really enjoyed the moments living with you guys....
But friend, yes you...I'm talking to you rite now. I knew we've been keeping silent and don't speak to each others for 2 days already... I guess you felt it. Start from that night you blamed me for finishing your water in your bottle and assigned me to go and get water. Seriously, I felt sorry to bothering you and I think I will never do it again in my life time. I never expect you will said those things out from your mouth, just because of that water. After that night, I realised that you actually mind about so much things....and even every single little things maybe.
I get to know more about the real you, and now I understood why was that so many of your friends rather to stay away from you... Not because they not understand you like what you said it yourself, but it's your own problem to create a wall between them and you. Haiz....I don't know what to say or do right now. I hope that you will change your personality and don't always show your lansi face to everyone. Whether you mean it or not, people get frust sometimes when you react like that to them.
Maybe you don't mind about what I think of you, since I'm jz an idiot or dumb in your friend list... I never did all those things jz to please you, but i did it just because I treat you as my good friend...
It is really bad that to found out actually I'm just a nothing to the so called "my friend" but actually they are not. In stead of being a nothing in your world, I will rather to be a stranger in your life...
Have you ever think back, why was that all you friends left you behind?
Have you ever think back, why was that people hate you?
Have you ever think back all those things?
Don't put your fiinger on others first, try to think back what have you done to them?
Your sincere,
Nothing...
Posted at Thursday, April 23, 2009 by airsupply
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