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Recently there are some new member appeared in my house~
Which are the cutest puppies- Happy & Joy that brought to us by Kimi!

Hmm....actually this was a kinda big suprise for all of us! uhm...i mean my family~
Here comes the story...

My family was adopted a little doggie that looks like shit tzu and other else small dog type mixed, and it's already a one year++ doggie. We named it as Kimi, and everyone at my house love her and sayang her kao kao~ Uhm...maybe that's the fate between us and the dog. =)

But day after days, we found that something abnormal happened on Kimi. Which was we found that her stomach getting rounder, and her body getting rounder as well. We brought her for the 2nd check up at pet clinic, the doctor said she already gained around 1kg weigh!!! That's too much for such a small doggie~~

So we decided to....HELP HER LOST WEIGHT!

First we bring her go out jogging oftenly, although she is kinda lazy to carry her big tummy and running with us~ And we did cut off her snacks, to help her get a balance diet?

But things getting weird n weird, she still gained weight! And her stomach seems getting bigger summore like almost touch the floor~ That's so weird~

By that time, I've already went back KL to find my darling.

By that night, when I was having dinner with my darling and our freinds at One Utama, my handphone rang~ And that was my mum's calling...

I picked up the phone and answer the call. " Yeah, wat's up mum?"
"Oh...where'r you right now?" She sounds normal?
"Hmm...I'm having my dinner now at outside~" I answerd and continue my foods.
"Eh...I found that Kimi really got something wrong with her stomach lar..." She sounds anxious and worry.
"Hur? Wat's wrong wor?" I stoped my food taking, and my darling looking at me and I look at him as well.
"Aiyoh, I saw her nipples hor...like getting bigger oso wor...then hor her stomach oso like getting bigger. Then today i brought her go jogging, the ah sam live nex street told me she might be pregnant leh~ aiyoh...u say posible boh?" She telling word by word, and I was thking like 'how come?" but din't say it out.
"Miii ar...imposible lar, we din let her go out 'luan luan kao' oso, she won't get pregnant de lar! Most posible is we feed her too much and cause her ROuNd size now~~" When I said these, all the others around the table were looking at me with a very strange eye sigh.
"Yea hor...really scared me... hmmm..."
"Yea lar, if you worry, tmr bring her go for check up lor~ see whether it's true or not~"
"alrite..."

This was the 1st time we suspect Kimi is pregnant. But too bad, besides my mum, nobody else believe it.

Saturday morning, it was a beautiful morning. I woke up at the time of 8.30am at my condominium to prepare myself for my weekend job. When I was about to go into bath room to take bath, my handphone rang~~~~~~~

<Call from my home>
"Hello?"
"Hello? Jie ah~" It was my sister, Esther.
"Yeah? Wat's up?" I was still kinda sleepy actually, and yawn when saying this.
"I tell you hor, KIMI GAVE BIRTH LIAO." My sis telling in a very steady and normal speed and expression, but it was like a boom in my head. And when I think rational again...'how come' appeared in my mind again, and I assumed that she must be giving me a morning joke.
"SIAO ah, don't play this kind of wu liao joke with me lar~" I din't get angry, jz show my unpatient for her.
"No lar jie, I'm seriuos! She gave birth by this early morning, 3 was born, but one died, left 2 puppies now." Blah blah blah....all these words repeating in my head again n again, and finally my rational gone and I believe that it was REAL!
"HAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Don't blame me, that was my most suitable reaction.
"WHEN DID SHE GET PREGNANT DE?" I can only think of this after my shocking.
"Hello, dad's here. Kimi really gave birth already." It was my dad holding the phone then.
"Pa, how could it be? I mean how come? How come she gave birth? When did she get pregnant?" Tans of questions came out in my mind and I can't stop from asking all these.
"Aiyoh, yea lor. Really unexpectable, everyone was getting a big shock by this early morning. You know last night she was sleeping in our room as usual, but early morning when everyone were still sleeping, she jumped out from her basket and jump on my bed to pull her legs on my stomach, then I was awake by her and though she wanna pee or shitting, so I carry her into our bath room and wait for her finish all that. When I was waiting and also resting on the bed, I heard some weird tiny barking like puppy barks from Kimi's basket. Before I got any reaction, your mum already shout out there was a puppy in the basket with a lot of blood! By that time only we realised Kimi was giving birth in our room, and she was trying to wake me up to help her move her puppy." My dad telling me a very long story.
"Hur...wapiang~~~~so how?"
"Then ar, your mum saw blood like wan pengsan already, so I was the only one who do everything. Remove bitch and puppy to a new place, coz Kimi suppose to continue her nex baby later. So I wait her to give birth, but she doesn't want to. So I left her alone in the kitchenc cage, until her 2nd baby was born, I help her to clean up everything again. She seems extremely tired and fell asleep. I though that's all, and she only got 2 babies. So I clean up everything and sleep again. After 1 or 2 hours, I heard Kimi's barking from the kitchen again. I went to take a look, and found that it was another puppy! It was the 3rd baby from Kimi. Omg, but when I trying to hold da baby, I found that it already stop breathing..."
"Died? Why leh?"
"We r not sure bout it, but most posible she stuck inside for too long.."
"Oh....my pitty poor thing..."
"alrite, when u come back will see the 2 puppies here..."
"Okay..."

And Here comes my 2 puppies.

The 2 puppies, one with very dark brown color, another one with light brown or white color. Their face looks different from their mum. But my mum said all the puppies jz looks alike when they r still in red.
Yeah, my mum said Kimi getting strage with everyone around her after she gave birth. Maybe due to her protective sensitive reason towards her baby, she even bark on my sister and brother sometimes.
So when I back to home, my mum asked me to becareful when get close to her.
When I went inside and 1st saw her, I called her name, and she seems welcome me. I touched her head and she swing her tail which mean she still remember me. I hold her head and trying to touch her babies, she din't bark on me and lick my finger, and this showed she trust me.

The two puppies are very cute and funny all the times. By this time they still not yet open their small eyes, and jz crawl all the ways. They are having a very funny and rude sleeping patterns like their mum. =P
They sucks the milk for the loudest!
They are trying so hard to find their way to their milk milk~
Everything they did was so so funny!

Although 3 dogs in a house is a little bit too much, but after reconsider, we decided to take both of them.
And we named them as Happy and Joy just hope that they will be happy and joy with their mum and also with us, and also hope that our fimaly will be happy and joy with this 2 liltle puppies with us.

This is the 4th day after they born, and we are seeing them growing bigger and bigger day by day...
Look forward to see them growing up and also stay healthy always!

I felt so so vex recently.
Lotsa unexpected things happened around me...
And I realised that I'm actually still so useless and can't help in many things that I wish to help...
Reality of our life getting clearer and clearer as we grow older and older...
My grandmum, is going through all this cruel reality, and I don't even know what can I do to make her feel better.
And I started to think bout my life and my future. I need to go through all these realities one day, it is either soon or later...
I need more realistic and materialistic conditions to make me stronger to go through it...

Sometimes I'm so struggle for everything I've own now... Depressed for some responsiblity i'm holding now...

I feel so lost and helpless, no one can guide and help me rite now...

God bless her and plz guide me as well....

Dear Friend,

So fast, we've been living together for one year time already.
I love all of you my dearest housemates, and really appreciate every single one of you... I treat u guys just like my own family members. I knew I was kinda silly and blur and somehow quite lazy also sometimes, but thanks for tolerated for me all the times and also take care of me even though you were not suppose to. I really enjoyed the moments living with you guys....

But friend, yes you...I'm talking to you rite now. I knew we've been keeping silent and don't speak to each others for 2 days already... I guess you felt it. Start from that night you blamed me for finishing your water in your bottle and assigned me to go and get water. Seriously, I felt sorry to bothering you and I think I will never do it again in my life time. I never expect you will said those things out from your mouth, just because of that water. After that night, I realised that you actually mind about so much things....and even every single little things maybe.

I get to know more about the real you, and now I understood why was that so many of your friends rather to stay away from you... Not because they not understand you like what you said it yourself, but it's your own problem to create a wall between them and you. Haiz....I don't know what to say or do right now. I hope that you will change your personality and don't always show your lansi face to everyone. Whether you mean it or not, people get frust sometimes when you react like that to them.

Maybe you don't mind about what I think of you, since I'm jz an idiot or dumb in your friend list... I never did all those things jz to please you, but i did it just because I treat you as my good friend...

It is really bad that to found out actually I'm just a nothing to the so called "my friend" but actually they are not. In stead of being a nothing in your world, I will rather to be a stranger in your life...

Have you ever think back, why was that all you friends left you behind?
Have you ever think back, why was that people hate you?
Have you ever think back all those things?
Don't put your fiinger on others first, try to think back what have you done to them?

Your sincere,
Nothing... 

Oh my god! It was quite sometimes i ignored my blog here d~~><"
Never realise time passed by so fast, now it's the end of my semester again!
By the way i think i get though a lot of wonderful experiences n memories with my family, friends and Darling~~=P

But tonight i think I'm having a moody and emo night~T.T
I'm not quite sure about it's reason, but i felt so...
I got everything I need, I got my darling accompanied me, got those frenz who concerned me... but I hate my recent feeling...

Sigh...

Tomorrow gona be an empty day for me,
duno what to do where to go....aimless~
Duno why, i felt like today i kena isolated,
i'm not quire sure issit i offence some PEOPLE?
I hates their lansi faces,
and just hate to stay at where I am now...
And I wish to shout out that..

"Excuse ME! I never owe u guys anything!! Don't show me ur lansi Face, and get out of my mind please!!!"

Finally today watched this funny cartoon aRd! ^.^
It was so So funnY and niCe lar,
cAn't even stoP my mYselF frOm lauGhting and LaughTing in Da cinema~
Well, this time is almoSt da sAme as preVios V~
yEt i did menTioned boUt da oriGinz of da Alex tiger and How he went to New YEar city~ and Finally hE met hiS paRents in Africa in d enD...^^

dA moSt fuNny part in dA moviE was thE lovE stOry betWeen giraffe Melman aNd his Hippo "leng lui" lover, Gloria~
LOL
wHen u watCh u'll c Wut's happPening lar~LOL

reLi had a gReat timE waTchin thiS moviE~

*SpeciAL thx to Ah mok to aCC me n BelaNja me foR dA moVie oso~^^*

=Things To Do when I go bek Bp hometown=

• Change off my stupiak current Handphone~! ( not sure which to get oso~>< )
• Fix my KO-ed lappie's charger...
• Finish Da stuPiak MusiC comP assiGnment
• watCh Madagascar wit Ah Mok.
• Yamcha with Zijun and thE barBar Gang!
• Make sHushi hand roll at home~*slurp*
• Kap kap my lil muimui's Diary~Hiaks*
• Look for part time job in Bp...*high pay one lar*
• Look for part time job in KL...*via net lor~*
• cLean mY cabinet and cleart out da oLd stuff n Clothes~
• Practise mY latest sonata given for nex semester.

I think these are what's appeared in my mind for da moment~><"

*thking of which hP model to change ler?*